Thank you for your prayers, friends. Our next specialist, neurology, found a cancellation for us in two weeks! At first they said they wanted to see us next week but then changed their minds; we were actually so relieved because we were like "noooo... I thought we were done for the year?!" 😆🙏. But turns out we will be starting 2021 with a new chapter.
This afternoon we finally returned to our favorite forest. It had been too long. We had such a lovely time together as a family, watching our boys hold hands the entire time, give each other hugs, while laughing and singing. To be honest, when I got the call from neurology I was very upset that such a terrible reminder of reality would ruin our family day. But this was wrong of me, God has given us a great day with a perfect ending of him showing us PERFECT grace by letting us into the specialist earlier. The thing we prayed for!!! Instead of a heart of gratitude I was anxious and upset, thinking "back to reality, why does it always have to be this way?!" Instead of boasting in Gods love, hope, and security, I was turned inward, selfish and hopeless. But God's grace restores this hopeless sinner and when I stray He pulls me back to Him, our perfect Shepherd. This is God's grace, glory be to God. He is love and our salvation.
Your prayers are still greatly appreciated as we navigate this next chapter. 🙏☦️❤️